because love > lust.
Leri Kreis - I should go
Here we are
Isn’t it familiar
Haven’t had someone to talk to
In such a long time
And it’s strange
All we have in common
And your company was just the thing I needed tonight
Somehow I feel I should apologize
Cuz I’m just a little shaken
By what’s going on inside
I should go
Before my will gets any weaker
And my eyes begin to linger
Longer than they should
I should go
Before I lose my sense of reason
And this hour holds more meaning
Than it ever could
I should go
I should go
Baby, I should go
It’s so hard
Keeping my composure
And pretend I don’t see how
Your body curves beneath your clothes
And your laugh
Is pure and unaffected
It frightens me to know so well the place I shouldn’t go
I know I gotta take the noble path
Cuz I don’t want you to question
The intentions that I have
I should go
Before my will gets any weaker
And my eyes begin to linger
Longer than they should
I should go
Before I lose my sense of reason
And this hour holds more meaning
Than it ever could
I should go
I should go
Baby, I should go
I don’t mean to leave you with a trivial excuse
And when you call tomorrow, I’ll know what to do
I should go
Before my will gets any weaker
And my eyes begin to linger
Longer than they should
I should go
Before I lose my sense of reason
And this hour holds more meaning
Than it ever could
I should go
I should go
Baby, I should go
"It ain’t perfect, but it’s worth it and it’s always getting better."
— art of love - guy sebastian
not just yet.
Usually I would say “that’s okay” and smile back at you.
Usually I’d say “don’t worry about it” and smile back at you.
Usually i’d sleep on it and forget about it.
Not this time.
I’m not ready to say its okay.
Im not ready to say don’t worry about it.
I’m definitely not ready to smile at you, not just yet.
mmmm breakfast. the best meal of the day, also my favourite to go out on dates for!
the longer the wait, the sweeter the taste.
Habakuk 2:3
“For the revelation awaits an appointed time;
it speaks of the end and will not prove false.
Though it linger, wait for it; it will certainly come and will not delay.”
I’ve always had a motto ever since I was in high school. The longer the wait, the sweeter the taste. I don’t remember where I got this from, but I know I have often told myself and other people this saying whenever they were impatient. And its true. A burger taste a million times better when you’ve starved and waited for it.
Today we had youth service at church. Youth sundays are always my favourite, because I love how the adults actually trust us to run a service once a month. Today I was reminded that we should not be discouraged when we do not get what God has promised us straight away. We should not be discouraged when things are not going the way God envisioned it in our hearts. But we should have faith. Faith that God has everything in control. Faith that God is faithful. Faith that even though it may take a while to see God answer our prayers, to fulfil his promises… I will wait for it and know that it will certainly come.
love sticky note
after a long day of tears, pain and prayer.. the boyfriend leaves me a sticky note on my mac :)
healing.
But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was on him, and by his wounds we are healed
Isaiah 53:5
trust.
Trust is a funny thing.
With some people, they can gain my trust without even having to do anything at all. With others, I am weary about trusting them to begin with.
Its weird how trust can be formed so easily sometimes. But its quite unfortunate how once it is abused, it can take almost a life time to rebuild that trust again.
